Friday, December 4, 2009

Another Milestone: My 3rd Liver Birthday!

Yesterday, Dec. 3, marked the third anniversary of my liver transplant. What a wonderful occasion! There have been plenty of times when I wondered if I'd make it this far, so celebrating the day is a blessing.

I have much to be thankful for this time of year. These days, I take NOTHING for granted. As they say, life isn't a dress rehearsal.

Carpe diem, y'all.

Photo by Zsuzsanna Kilian

Thursday, November 26, 2009

The Best Bad News I Ever Received

What a relief!

My recent liver biopsy revealed a bit more fibrosis and more inflamation, due to the Hepatitis C. But that was all. I was expecting FAR worse results... and as it turns out, so was my transplant coordinator. We exhaled audibly and collectively, and had many things to be grateful for this Thanksgiving.

For me and my doc, the objective continues to be to keep this liver as healthy as possible while we await a cure. So two days ago my husband and I returned to the transplant center and met with the woman who oversees liver treatment for Hep C, and after thoughtful discussion, we agreed that I will try Interferon/Ribavirin treatment again. When I took the meds two years ago, starting just eight months after my transplant, it didn't "clear the virus" (I continued to have a measurable Hep C viral load). While the chance of success this time is low, it's the only alternative available to me.

I'll be on treatment for 12 weeks, the length of time during which my viral load should either drop SIGNIFICANTLY or, essentially, be undetectable. If the pegulated Interferon treatment doesn't work, I can try a more aggressive treatment that requires Interferon injections daily (instead of weekly, as in the pegulated protocol). I'm going to do some homework on these options and I'll post what I learn, so watch for more information.

Next year could be fairly rough, because the pegulated Interferon has many side effects (flu-like symptoms): the more aggressive treatment stands to be pretty miserable. But I'm ready to fight the good fight. (Please remind me of this when I moan and wail five months from now.)

January 19 is the target date, when I take my first injection. Fingers crossed, knees bent in prayer. Please, God, let this medicine protect my liver.

The miracle of modern medicine is just one of the many blessings I'm counting this Thanksgiving. May you and yours also enjoy blessings and abundance.

Photo by Sanja Gjenero

Saturday, November 14, 2009

Curiouser and Curiouser

Much like Alice, I find myself puzzled these days. Alice's strange experience was her travel through Wonderland. For me, it's the liver transplant journey. It's been confusing for both of us.

A quick recap - Two months ago, my labs showed very elevated liver enzymes. Last month they dropped a bit, but were still in the 400s and 500s - far over the high end of the normal range, which is 40. Then a couple of weeks ago I noticed a symptom that I hadn't had before, even prior to my transplant - the color of my stool was light yellowish-gray, an indication that there are bile problems. I had labs repeated and the results continued to be abnormal, so yesterday I had a liver biopsy.

In the past, I would have asked my doctor and liver coordinator a series of contingency questions: "What if the fibrosis is worse? Would you want to A, B or C?" or "If the fibrosis stage hasn't changed, would you need to run more tests to determine why things are out of range?" Finally, almost three years after my transplant, I realize that it's useless to try to predict what's going to happen until the results have been reviewed by my doctor and her colleagues. Too many variables are at play and we could spend hours trying to anticipate what will happen.

So once again we wait and by the end of next week, we should have news and a gameplan. In the meantime, I'll be spending a little time online searching for information about what these symptoms might mean. It's going to be an interesting week, to be certain.

Monday, October 12, 2009

The Waiting is the Hardest Part



Tom Petty was right - waiting is hard.

Friday I had labs drawn, a follow-up to last month's labs wherein I set a record-high ALT and AST. Blood was drawn for transplant center's standing lab order and a handful of other tests, as well as a few tests for my local internist; altogether, the tech drew about 10 tubes (no exaggeration). Additionally, I had to bring in 24-hour urine collection (THAT was fun) which will be used to gauge kidney function - an important factor to check for liver transplant patients because many experience kidney damage after the transplant.

Now, I wait. I know many of the test results will be available today, including the ALT and AST. I'm hoping I can hold on until tomorrow to call and request a copy of whatever results are currently available; sometimes, though, I get "squirrely" and can't wait.

Today I'll channel some patience and keep myself busy. As Petty wrote and sang in the song, "Don't let it kill you baby, don't let it get to you." And hey, this isn't nearly as hard as waiting for the call about my liver transplant, right?

Photo by Pedro Simão; Song and lyrics by Tom Petty

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

How Will You Know if Liver Damage Becomes Severe?

When doctors told me that I needed a liver transplant, I was shocked - not just surprised, shocked. Eighteen years prior I had been diagnosed with Hepatitis C: Maybe five years before my transplant diagnosis a GI doc told me that my liver showed some cirrhosis. I still didn't give the matter enough heed. After all, I felt pretty good - a little tired sometimes, but I wasn't jaundiced (the only real symptom of liver disease I knew about) and assumed that everything was OK. For crying out loud, I'd gone to Europe with my family just two months prior to my diagnosis - does that sound like someone who needs a transplant?

Truth is, I was unaware of the symptoms of advanced cirrhosis and a couple of weeks after returning from our trip I began having problems with edema (extreme swelling in my ankles and feet) that wouldn't go away. When we couldn't get it under control, my primary care doctor put me in the hospital to run a battery of tests and that's when I got my end-stage liver disease diagnosis and the transplant discussion ensued.

Would I have done things differently then if I knew what I know now. Oh, God, yes! It's my hope that everyone with liver disease knows the symptoms of end-stage liver disease and can be a better self-advocate. In addition, it can help patients anticipate some of the conditions they may encounter so they can be better prepared than I was.

HCV Advocate, an EXCELLENT resource for anyone with Hepatitis C, published in its October newsletter a list of key symptoms that accompany decompensated cirrhosis (the liver is severely scarred and damaged). They include:
  • Ascites
  • Edema
  • Varices
  • Bleeding and bruising
  • Gynecomastia
  • Encephalopathy
  • Infections
  • Pruritis (itching)
  • Jaundice
  • Kidney disorders
  • Liver cancer
  • Menstrual irregularities
  • Changes in nails
  • Portal hypertension
  • Nevi (spider angioma)
  • Sepsis
  • Malnutrition and weight loss
While this list is long, I experienced other symptoms, too - including the extreme and painful cramps in my hands, feet, calves and thighs. So this list may not be exhaustive, but it's the most inclusive one I've come across (and it offers a bit of detail about each symptom, too, which is quite helpful).

I encourage anyone with Hepatitis C to visit www.hcvadvocate.org and sign up for its regular newsletter. Some information is a bit technical but I've become a better self-advocate my learning the medical terms and reading the articles. I'm confident you'll find it useful.

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Impassioned, Death-bed Plea Generates 20,000 New Organ Donors in Ireland, England

Famed Irish author and Emmy Award-winning scriptwriter Frank Deasy died September 17th, but not before speaking publicly about his illness and need for a liver transplant, which spurred 20,000 people to join organ donation registries in Ireland and England.

Deasy, who had a liver tumor, had been hospitalized in Edinburgh, Scotland while awaiting transplant surgery. A liver became available September 16th and Deasy's transplant got underway, but surgeons had trouble stopping his bleeding during the overnight operation (uncontrolled bleeding is a major complication for patients with end-stage liver disease) and, sadly, he died.

The weekend prior to his death Deasy wrote a first-hand account of his experienced that was published in The Observer under the headline, "My Wait for a Liver Transplant on Britain's Invisible Death Row: Frank Deasy Explains How a System in Crisis Could Be Transformed if More of us Registered for Organ Donation." He also spoke about his illness on Irish National Radio, prompting Irish Health Minister Mary Harney to praise him "for speaking out publicly about his illness and the importance of organ donation."

Hats off to Mr. Deasy for his willingness to talk openly about his need for transplant surgery and for encouraging people to be organ donors. Cheers to the readers and listeners who heeded his call and joined the rolls. Even with the myriad accolades Deasy won during his lifetime, his final public words may be the ones with the greatest lasting impact.

Photo of Frank and Marie Deasy, www.independent.ie

Monday, September 28, 2009

The Next "Thing" is Here: Cataracts

Yeah, just picture me: Knee-high hose with orthopedic old lady shoes, gray cardigan buttoned wrong and - drumroll - those square disposable sunglasses covering my eyes plus nearly one-third of my face. Pretty!

But seriously... I just returned from an appointment with my opthamologist, whom I must see annually now due to transplant medication and diabetes (one of my post-transplant annual doctor visits). In the 18 months since I last saw her my vision overall is maybe a little improved (!) but I have a cataract developing in my right eye. Oh, fabulous!

The doc saw nothing at my last appointment, so this is a new condition. I brought home a brochure and will read up on cataracts, about which I know virtually nothing. What I thought I knew was that cataracts usually belong to the world of the elderly and surgery is required to remove them. Sure, I turned 50 a couple of months ago and while that made me eligible for AARP, I never imagined that it made me eligible for cataracts. It's an insult, frankly.

Apparently, my "poorly controlled" diabetes is probably the culprit here. The doc said that the cataract's growth is hard to predict: It could fully cover the lens in six months or six years. But she said not to worry, telling me "You'll know when it's a problem because you'll have trouble seeing and your vision will be cloudy all the time, no matter what you do. I won't have to tell you because you'll call me complaining about it."

So, I'm off to learn about cataracts. As soon as my eyes return to normal, that is - my pupils are still quite dialated at this point. Guess I'll wait until I can take off my new sunglasses.

Photo by Jacob Power